Wednesday, March 25, 2009

What I Needed to Say Poem V3

My Chance

[[I know I already have a version of this before but I wanted to add my newest version because I think it's slightly better than my other one. Let me know if you agree!]]

For two years
We were together
From 9th grade Snow Days
To the day where you
Held my heart gently
Then threw it on the ground
Which it then was severed
A glass globe covered in ice collides with the ground

"It just hasn't been going well"
You began, looking at the ground, unwilling to see my experession
"It's just not fun anymore"
A piercing jolt stabs my body
"So I'm sorry but I'm breaking up with you"
Then a simple pat on the shoulder
As you apparently thought appropriate to cripple my spirit
You then walked away, out of my sight
I was consumed by tears of hurt, sorrow, and confusion

However
I should have said something
Anything
To tell you how I felt
Tos how that I was the victim
Of your treachery
To think that days before
You said to me "I love you too:
That statement meant nothing to your mind
The same as seeing a person lying, helpless, on the street
And walking right by without a glance

Instead of spending that day crying,
(A vision of me wasting away appears)
I should have been stronger
Maybe have gotten a little angry
I needed to tell you
You're arrogant
A know-it-all
That you aren't the greatest person on the Earth

And no, the world would not be better
If they were all like you
But sadly
I lost my chance
To finally speak my mind to you
Because now it's been awhile
Since that day
And now it wouldn't mean anything

Besides
Someday you may hear what's needed
By another person
A revelation of your aura
But it won't be me because I've moved on
I found someone else
My pain put away in a tiny box of my memories
Although like a faded memory it reappers
Once in awhile
But I easily lay it back and lock the door into it's tiny storage place

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